OMG
I'm NOT going to be a person that submit a journal every day .

You knooow? that Fanfic I started almost a year ago?

I DECIDED TO RESTART AND FINISH IT!
Today, I wrote (with PEN) almost 2 pages full
So, I'm going to remove the former chapters, rewrite them and post them again.

I HOPE I'm not going to stop like last time... I really want to write this.

By the way, that fanfic is: The four Elements

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
Is cut too short.

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
People look the other way or say that they are not intressed in my life. Or that they look at me in way that explains that they dont understand a f*ck of what I'm saying

WHERE THE F*CK IS NUMBER 3
DEAD! or in China, is possible too...

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
Is food, love and Disney (old Disney)

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
Lot off pencils and gums.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
People say something on what I do or say. Or that they act like they're just the best in the world.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
I've drunk too much.

8. I've come to realize that money:
I dont care about it, my parents pay technecly everything.

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
I want to die. Because I would be sick of life.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
Crazy and acctive

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
My boyfriend.

12. I've come to realize that the last time I smiled was:
When I was in the store today and bought me a new pair of shoes (wich was 5hours ago)

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
is slow and annoying, but practic

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I still want to sleep.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
Read books, draw or write.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
What I was normally going to answer on this question.

17. I've come to realize that my life:
at this time, annoying and something unnecessary

18. I've come to realize that my favorite drink is:
ICe tea

19. I've come to realize that today I will have:
spent another day studying for my exams in two weeks.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
Sleep, sleep and eat crips.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
Study, sleep and eat.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
Kill my hairdresser because she cut my hair too short.

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
Me, myself and I

24. I've come to realize relationships are:
Amazing, but sometimes annoying

25. I've come to realize that love:
Is totally normal, wich way it is.

26. I've come to realize my best guy friend:
Is probably gay and I'm totally cool with it.

27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:
Is the most amazing thing in the world

28. I've come to realize food is:
Necessary and awesome

29: I've come to realize that this summer:
I've had a lot of 'almost' boyfriends.

30. I've come to realize heartbreak:
Is stupid, stupid, stupid and heartbreaking

31. I've come to realize that the person I like:
Is at this moment, my Tamaki doll, and it isnt even alive...

32.I've come to realize that my brother:
Has never been born.

33. I've come to realize that crying:
Makes me feel relieved and light.

34. I've come to realize that death:
Is something I havent met yet, but it is a part of life and I'll embrace it when it comes (but that still depends).

35. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
I'm bored

36. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
I'm sick.

37. After answering every question I realize that:
This was totally unnecesaary and it is probably full of spelling errors and I dont give a sh*t about it.

Remember the friend I made positive? She's down again.

C'était un évènement MEMORAAAAAAAABLE
(and that has nothing to do with it )

I WANT A NEW OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CHAPTER!
And I have to wait till November 24
Fack

I did something goooooooooooooooooooood today (I do that more frenquelty )
In class, a friend next to me said: "I just HATE her" (the teacher) "She is just SUCH an ASSHOLE"
And I have to admit, she IS, but still... And I said: "Why are you always so negative about everything?"
"Because I am", she just replied.
"But what do you achieve with it? Isnt it just better to be positive about almost everything? I mean, she IS a really asshole, but what de you get with saying that?"
She didnt had an anwser on that so she just shrugged her shoulders.

And then, unexpted, she said to me on MSN:
"I'm not going to be negative these two last months of the ugly year of 2009! I have proposed that to myself! And if that isnt good!
and next year, 2010 IS GOING TO BE AN AMAZING YEAR, I SAY YOU! HAH, BECAUSE I'LL BECOME SIXTEEN! YAHOO!
No, it's just, do you remember when I told you that 2010 is just going to be a shitty year? It will not be! Because I've been too much down this year, and girly, thank you, YOU OPENED MY EYES!
Really, than you for that, I'm really thankfull to you."

I'm SO happy she listended to me! I really love that girl she is one of my best friends... and she had a shitty life already. Her parents and het little sister died in a car accident when she was seven. She survived and het brother too and she remembers it like the day of yesterday. Now, she lives with her Aunt, who has two sons (a twin) and a daughter. Her life is everything but easy, but I hope one day, her Prince Charming will come. Like in Cinderella...

In Dutch today, we are busy with fairytales and so... and he let us listen to a 'song'. "No-one will know this fairytale."
It began like this:
"Once upon a time
There was a princess
Who wanted to be whore."
It was SO weird! It was about the start of AIDS.

I went to the concert of Muse, last Monday. It was SO amazing! I mean, there new CD is just HEAVEN! It's called: 'The Resistance'


Ik ben u echt dankbaar.

(In Dutch, the last sentence what my friend said.)

I was tagged by

1- Post the rules.
2- Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves.
3- At the end you must tag 8 people and put their icon in your journal.
4- Then go to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them.
5- No tag backs.

1.) I'm a computer nerd. I can sit in front of it for a whole day.

2.) When I watch the news on television, I sometimes act like the new reader (the guy/woman who present the news ). Normally, the have a poker face, but one guy always smiles after funny news. That is too funny

3.) I also do that with the weatherguy. At the end, he always says "Daach" (Wich means byebye) but you say "DaaG".

4.) I really take a first impression off someone. I know I shouldn't do that, but I do.

5.) I still sleep with teddybears in my bed. Otherwise, it feels so empty.

6.) It happens that I put my Ipod so loud, that I cant hear anything around me. That is why I do that, I want to escape the world time by time.

7.) I don't throw things away easily. It can take 3 years before I do that, even more.

8.) Even tough I check almost every word I'm not totally sur off, I'm still scared that I write something wrong.

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I tagg:




Btw: I'm leaving for Italia tommorow I'm back August 8!

INDEED! I'm still alive!
I just had a hard time with school and stuff (parents).

My Evaluation off the day:
ROBBERT PATTINSON IS DAMN HOT BUT CAN'T SING! [link] (If you still want to hear after this, then DON'T CLICK!) It sounds like humamamamamaHUHMAHAMAMAhumamama... and so on.

I have exams 'till Wednesday, sucks. But then I have summer vacation for 2 months YAY!
I'm not really home... Only for 3 or 4 weeks
3 untill 15 July >> French camp ((BLAME MY PARENTS))
30 July untill 8 August >> Italy
14 untill 28 August >> Hungary with the family (and 15 August is my birthday, I will spend the day in a CAR! But do you get it? I turn 15 on 15 August HOW FUNNY IS THAT?)
and the first September school starts back.